I don’t have many followers, but I don’t write for others, I write for me.
I just need to write down how I feel, because my mom, the woman who has given me my strength in life, is dying. The doctor’s have said that she maybe only has a week left, and I don’t know how I feel. I am numb right now, and I just want to wake up. I can’t believe this is real. My heart is breaking, but I also hope that her suffering ends soon, if this isn’t a nightmare. I hope it is. No matter how real it is, I still hope so much that this is a terrible awful nightmare.
I don’t know what to do. Everything I know is breaking. Why can’t I feel it in my heart yet?
